Totally crushed.. Looking for an escape.. From reality...

What more can I say? When you lost all hope and think that the worst is here, all you can do is just to hope that things will get better. Well, if you're wondering what the hell happened to pessimistic lala again, I just simply got back my stats test paper. It was particularly demoralising as the mean score was like way above what I got. Sigh.. Really think I applied for the wrong course now. My two worst areas of studies are Probability and Statistics and apparently ISE is all about that. Unfortunately for me, I just happened to have done the worst for all my IE modules which are supposed to be my core.

Well, I guess life is just full of regrets. I am never satisfied and can never make the right decisions for myself. So what the heck am I living for? I don't even know what I want in life.. Or rather, what life wants from me. Totally crushed and desperately low. Sigh.. No use looking back anymore, I guess. Life goes on.. Still got plenty of work to do and have to focus on them, unless I want to fail the other 5 modules as well. Fack the la.... wtf...

Hope I'll feel better after binge-ing with PC tomorrow. Haha.. We're going to The Melt @ Marina Square! Binge to my heart's content and forget all sorrow and stress!! (At least, for that moment..)